i know, i know

"i used to be indecisive, but now im not so sure"

haah this is like the 3rd time ive changed the layout for my blog.....i wish i had the time to create my own. But i dont -im stuck using these pre-made ones. Oh well. I dont want to take this test...im not going to do well and i know it- i wish i would have gotten on the ball and studied a while back but i didnt and now im cramming all this stuff into my brain when i want to worry about more important things than the placement of commas or how to do a quadratic equation. Ughh i wish this fell into some recognizable pattern....namely one that looks like me (at least who i wish to be) but its all so fuzzy. Its following a voice that isnt quite clear yet. Its a shape to close up to distinguish. Its an answer to difficult to understand yet. I guess this is where patience needs to come and rescue me again.


You will find me on my knees

tonight.