poll time

Art imitates life

~or~

Life imitates art?

(more specifically)
Is Society a reflection of Television or Television a reflection of Society?

I have some responses to post in the coming week. This is an interesting question.

the sadness falls like rain

wake up, America.

it is over

and i could not be happier.

i think i forgot how much i liked plumb......

You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark
Waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be

Stranded,(stranded)
stranded(stranded),
stranded(stranded),
stranded(stranded)

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm to afraid too show

yeah, i did.

-ohh the link i had in an earlier post wasn't working so click .

high fives and other junk

"High fives cause cancer" -A.H.



yeah. right.

yes. I remember you

waking up is hard to do. far to hard i believe. But with that aside I plunge into the rest of the afternoon with no regrets. What this means? I don't know. Let's try this on for size.


Sleeping Pills

Close
your eyes. I am consumed
All the poems in your head
All the pictures in mine
Stop - Think
Forget the way your hand reached for mine

Everything
Everything
Under the tongue

Sleep
silently tonight. I am gone
All the ghosts in your closet
All the skeletons in mine
Think - Stop
Remember how we said goodbye

To lose it all
Just reach out
Take it all
All under the tongue.

11-20-04

And now in the news......

Ughhh, my creative mind is losing time. I need to read or something. Iv'e wrote quite a bit of poetry in my journal and Ive been listening to music (which tends to inspire me some) but this work thing is REALLY not propelling me in the direction I would like to take. That can't be helped im sure but all the same it concerns me.
I've been spear-heading some issues I've been afraid to think about.

"It is the essence of femininity to give." Elizabeth Elliot

It really saddens me to see women become selfish, they chase after "their" dreams and then her husband and her children are the ones who suffer. They lose sight of what that quote means. Women were made to care for the people they love the most. Tell me how it is degenerative of the mind to teach your children at home, how is it restricting to love your husband more than yourself to to desire that he succeeds in what he does and to do everything in your power to see that happen?!
On another note,
Read this.
Concept-called-home
Death to materialism

Good grief, what are we coming to?

time to ourselves

a song by the elms just started running through my head as I typed the title to this post. Check them out, you won't be sorry (unless you have really bad taste in music). Yeah, I wish i had something profound to say but I don't. The time clock told me "happy anniversary"

.....how in the world did i end up working at this place for what is now measurable in YEARS. Sad, sad, sad. Without getting to in-depth about it im lucky to have a job where I can save money for college. Nothing to complain about there. Sigh.

These past couple days have really brought to my attention the state of women in society. It appalls me. I wish women were more secure about who they are and realized what God veiws them as. I'll stop this before it becomes a rampage. My temper has got the best of me one to many times this week and ive been misinterpreted at least a dozen times. Needless to say im ready for someone to understand.

The way it goes....

first, do yourself a favor and click . You'll be glad you did.


Yesterday was. by far, one of the most interesting days I've had in a while. It went something like this.


7 AM - arise and shine
7:30 - two bowls of cereal
8 :00 - Dishes
9:00 - Eat leftovers
9:30 to 11 - hang out with my sister
11:00 - watch some TV
12 to 1 - study
1:00 - ate a pot pie, spiniah salad and a frozen burrito
2:30- 3:30 - sleep
3:30- 6 - do lots of nothing (although i think i cleaned up some)
8:00 watched TV and ate breakfast food, cried.
9:00 played guitar and took ashower


yes. definitely out of the ordinary. I know TV is overrrated but I actually was crying quite a bit at the end. The guy said something about how some ppl dont kill themselves all at once, they do it a littel everyday. Thats so true. Sigh.